Summer Lovin' :)

It's my favorite time of the year again. Summer! yeay! a time for having sun-kissed skin, gracing the cool wavy waters, relaxing as if there's no tomorrow and the best of all.. having a great time with your friends and family :) oh yeah! that is the life! :) i've been itching to have a break already... been too toxic lately..

The last year gave me a lot of smiles.. went to Puerto Galera with the jograds, Batangas with my family and enjoyed Cebu with my village friends.. I was so happy 'coz I'm a certified beach baby and I love travelling places especially enjoying the beach..

This year, I'm still not sure what's in store for me.. Surely, we won't have any family outing this summer due to my mom recuperating from her operation.. but that's okay.. I’m much more happy seeing her comfortable rather than sulking during the outing because she still can't swim... but I’m very much excited to our upcoming summer shindig.. still planning it yet but the idea of visiting the beach again makes it more exhilarating for me.. haha...

Bolinao, her e we come! ;)

Heart over mind or Mind over heart?

Such a complicated phrase. why is the mind created to think? and the heart to feel? why can't it be the other way around or both? that i do not know.. so many questions yet the solutions are scarce.. I never thought that this simple and complicated phrase can also be applied to life.. life has its own challenges and there are certain things that the mind has to decide upon though the heart can also be affected by it.. some would say "Follow your heart" but what if, following your heart might just lead into something bad? what if following also your mind causes your heart to feel numb? so hard.. yet we have to choose one.. and choosing is the hardest task.. but sooner or later we will... a good friend of mine told me that we don't have to choose between the two but to overcome and to try to make a solution to everything.. and i thank god i have a friend like him who readily listens whenever i need someone to talk to... the optimistic part of me still convinces me to be strong as i have always been but the circumstances surrounding me is pushing me down to the ground.. in due time... i know i will redeem myself...

so many things to do so little time..

have you had an experience wherein you really want to do something and yet you're so constraint with time that sometimes you get so frustrated that all you can do was just sigh? i have.. haha.. so many times.. yes so many things to do yet so little time.. so many things to see yet less time to focus it on to.. sigh.. anyways, what i really want to do as of the moment is to have a cup of coffee matched with a sumptuous cake and just chill.. then watch movies via internet.. then just be happy with the moment.. sigh.. so missing that.. so much.. haha.. oh well, life goes on.. ;-)